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Our Final Project for Intro to Digital Media I last semester was to make a video using iMovie. It can be an actual film video, animation w/ Photoshop, or stop-motion animation (continuous still frames).

I chose to make a Stop-Motion Animation using a bjd (ball-jointed doll) and Shiro, the, uhm, mouse/hamster/rodent. xD And man, was it HARD! >_< My prof gave no tips whatsoever. So all i did was trial and error since I've never done this before. >_>

This is mostly conceptual: interpret-it-as-you-wish kind of thing.

All frames were taken by me, by myself. All are Still Frames in Sequence. I was using a Nikon D80 with a Tamron 28-80mm lens. And a tripod and reading lamp. Yes, a yellow-bulb reading lamp with a bendy head (Thanks uncle! xD). All props were either made or bought. Those bought come from Daiso. ;3

As rough and sketchy as this seems, I am proud of this little video. Especially of the 'drawing of the moon' part. Little smooth calligraphy there~ x3 I Photoshoped EVERY FRIGGIN' FRAME of that scene backwards. >_> (the moon was already there, just had to erase it frame-by-painful-frame.) I was so confident it would be easy... Such an idiot. LOL. Well, it looks easy, it sounds easy, BUT when actually done, reality reminds you that why yes, there are shadows on the paper you're editing. =__= AND there are shadows on the wall too! and they are moving along with the action. <--had to edit my hand out in the scenes where he's bending to reach the box. >_>

As for the model... uhm... that's Rin... he kinda had to "dress up" for me since i don't own any girl MSDs... *swtdrp* ehehe...

Music Credits/Disclaimer: Chobits, online free sounds

ANYWAY~~ Now that you know the pain I've gone through, here's the link! xD Enjoy~~

Please excuse teh grain-y-ness. >_> I do not own any webspace to upload the full quality video... T_T

Title: 月 (tsuki)




<3

this semester has been really hectic! >_< but it's been really productive, creative-wise. :3 took a Digital Media class and learned to use a mac. xD so ive sat in front of Photoshop CS3 and iMovie a lot. i've posted up some of the stuff on my DA page, if anyone is interested. i'm still debating if i want to post up my stop-motion animation on YouTube... hmmm....

in other class-related news, i took a Mythological Narratives class too. AND MY GOD WAS IT AWESOME. Ross Laird has got to be one of the most amazing people i've ever met. :) the class itself is extremely interesting and i cannot stress this enough! think about it this way: take a story, any story, and you'll be able to trace it far back to every culture ever to walk the earth. or take a concept. say, take 'the year 2008'. question: how sure are you that it IS 2008 now? our current calendar isn't accurate, and who started counting and from when? how sure are we that the events these people took to be 'the beggining of time as we know it' are accurate? time keeping or rather, the concept we have of time now is a myth. it is a convention. and most of us have forgotten that it isn't reliably real.

awesome ain't it? xD

so if you ever get the chance, take the Myth class at Kwantlen! xD (and the Digital Media one too!)

in other news non-class related... my birthday has come and gone... i'm another year older. wow. then again, i'll just forget how old i am anyway. lol. <--has literally stopped counting when she reached legal age. XD

anyway~ forgot to post my wishlist for the year. :3 hope you enjoy reading my randomness! xP


( (silly) wishlist 2008!!! <3 )
PS.
Rollar arrived today! he's so cute! x3 (and i think he has a crush on Tsubasa-neechan! *0* ) Tsubasa-neechan is my Bright Feather Busou Shinki girl who is technically Movie!Ratchet's assistant...lol ;3
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Last week (Oct 1st), Genni, my professor for CW2310 told me that i had gotten the spot for poem of the month. I was kinda like "Wha? O_o" because: a) i didn't submit anything, and b) i didn't know how to even submit for that. She goes to explain that she "took the liberty of submitting my poem, with tense correction." She had submitted other peoples' works as well, but whoever was the judge liked mine. Maybe 'coz mine was weird.. lol.

I have always been wondering how i could submit for that, so it was quite the wonderful surprise. xD There's not prize or anything like that--besides, of course, getting 2 copies of the poster. But, i think it's a good achievement. :3 Don't get me wrong, i'm really happy and proud and such, especially since i'm trying for a style of poetry that i don't usually do this semester. Funy thing is, in my other Creative Writing class (Mythological Narratives), my prof Ross announced it to everyone while our group was preparing for our presentation. ^^;;; i was like  'oh crap...*flustered*' LOL. Now i'll be all proud and fluttery when i see that poster on both campuses. xD

Anyway, i'll stop rambling now. Poem is below. :3 Those who come from the same tropical South-East Asia region or have been to a rain forest or any tropical country for that matter, will be able to relate. And honestly, i'm still very much afraid of leeches. *shudder* >_<|||



Leeches

July rains, the leeches come.
The windows are not safe:
fine wire squares cannot keep out
thier thumb-thick blackness.

Sometimes, I pretend
that the criss-crossing rainbow
ghosts on my light blue walls
are left behind by snails--
something less bizzare,
less shapeless and murky,
less blood-sucking.

My green mosquito net keeps
them out;
they stick to the light blue walls.
My brows knit, my body curls
away;
they ripple across
rainbow saliva--
I never see their mouths.













:3

pretty girl in New Media class there is.

not that i didn't notice her the first day, but well. xD

just thought i'd mention it~

and she's an art student! x3 (why do i know? coz she showed me her drawing homework thingie this morning~)

and yes, she's pretty~

not sure if she's asian, but she kinda reminds me of the type of person to be a model for a sculpture or painting/sketch... or even poetry. she's not white skinned, i'm not good at describing, but kinda light mocha skin~ (that what came to mind when i thought about it) and as i said, she reminds me of an art model. :3 i think that's why i like her. i wonder if she does ballet or dances? she looks like the type...

but anyway~ she's really pretty!! x3

teehee~

<3



this makes me wonder though...  how come there are no cute guys in class for balance? (.__.)

I watched the musical [FROGS] the last Monday, not knowing anything about it, other than Aoyagi Ruito (TenMyu’s Mukahi Gakuto of Hyoutei) was in it.

Which means I went “Eh? Is that Doori? O_o” (3^rd Cast Echizen Ryoma) and “Are? Tomi?!” (Yamabuki’s Muromachi) ^^;

That and I was surprised I actually understood what the musical was about. LOL. (yes, this still surprises me since I never really got beyond basic Japanese in school xD) So, minus the really complicated sentences, I could understand what the plot was, what was going on, etc. I do wish that I understood all of the Blue Frog’s (I’m so sorry! T_T I forgot your name T_T and to think, I liked his chara too…) sudden outbursts. I know they were puns and word-play stuff, I could get that much xD but since I like puns and word-play and all that stuff, hearing him suddenly launch into random outbursts really made me want pursue the whole ‘I need to advance my Jap skills!!!!111!!eleventy!1’ (not that I’m not, mind you, it’s just…a lot slower studying on my own…if you can even call it studying… ^^;; )

Anyway, I’m getting sidetracked…

So, about FROGS. That was cute. And definitely fun to watch~ x3 I remember reading one of the blog entries for this musical (random link from the dl post I think) that consisted of “I met a ‘friend’ today…we chatted for a while…and here’s a pic!” or something to that effect… and the picture? It was a picture of an actual frog. xD (I thought it was cute, the way they actually get into the whole frog thing and take pics with their phone cams and post it and stuff :3 can’t remember if that was RuiRui’s post tho…I think it was another member…)

My point for posting about this is, I can actually watch a short Japanese musical without subs… and understand it. Yes, I’m still not over the “OMG I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY’RE SAYING! *___*” (idiot otaku foreigner, you know how it goes xD)

*cough*

Yeah. So there. (topic shift warning :3)

[Yamada Taro Monogatari] is over too… and [HanaKimi] too (although I’m still dl-ing the last ep for HanaKimi). *sigh* Now what do I watch next? [Happy Boys]? [Kurosagi]? (yeah, so my new crush is Yamapi… LOL. Loved him in [Nobuta wo Produce]. xD

I still want to watch Ultraman Max and Mebius. T_T I hate torrents tho… that and all my harddrives (both Kuro AND Sera-chan) are kinda full right now >_> <--idiot who procrastinates burning files =__= (my current choices are: 1) to get myself a new external HD or 2) an external DVD burner… both, of course, involve spending all the money I have at the moment ~_~)

Now, about school stuff… Photography I is still fun, although finding the time to actually develop both film AND photographs is difficult =__= Everything is out-of-class time for the project, and there is only ONE friggin’ dark room IN SURREY CAMPUS no less. >_> (need I remind you that I live FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR from Surrey, I only go there like, 3 times a week and the last bus home is like at 8:30pm =__= --note that the lab/dark room closes at 10pm and I’d gladly stay (on Mondays, at any rate) if the bus ran late…) *sigh* Oh well.

BUT! Rin’s pic turned out nice! *___* Although I’m thinking of trying half a filter lower or just exposing it a bit more when I print… *mutters to self* Oh, and, NO, Rin is NOT part of the Project I need to pass… I just printed his pic out since I was getting frustrated since the pics I took for the project weren’t coming out the way I wanted them to. ^^; I seem to keep missing to print Mikhail’s pic tho O_o weird… although I finally got to print it last Wednesday, since I was getting frustrated with my other pics xD and even though I had to print it 4 times before I got one I was happy with (the others had lines and white spots due to the negative being dirty, so I had to re-wash my negatives which means I had to re-do the prints since the exposure time changed coz the negative became cleaner xD).

…….I just realized, this is the first time I actually talked/posted about actual school activities. ^^; LOL.

*oyasumi~*

Ps.
I re-watched all the TeniMyus again… and I mean really watched, like with full attention, unlike my last re-watching session where I was actually multi-tasking rather than watching/listening what was being said. Anyway, it really does amaze me how much I missed dialogue-wise the first time I watched them… that and Kabaji being called Buchou-dairi (“substitute captain”--since Atobe wasn’t physically present in DoriRai 4th) is still stuck in my head. xD

WARNING: May contain spoilers...no wait... contains information that might make you want to watch AG Myu SRR anyway. LOL. (that, and i'm late in watching anyway. XD)

Pps.
I watched AG Myu last night (you know, around midnight….) and died. No, actually, I squeed THEN died. xD I couldn’t hold it back. I mean… Romeo and Juliet… the almost-kiss wasn’t just an almost-kiss. *ROFL* KYAAAAAAAA~ xDD MY GOD THEY’RE INSANEEEEEEEE~~~ *LOLz* _{ジュリエット～ 好き～<3 xP}

Oh! Oh! And, other than the eternal reference to [Mushi King], they actually had an Evangelion reference! xD (the part where Rei(-chan) is running to school with toast in her mouth and Shinji bumps into her and she accuses him of peeking at her panties) No names were mentioned, but Puck basically described the whole scene. LOL. (unless there's another anime with a 'transfer student' in a scene like that, i'm pretty sure that's an Eva reference--of course, other than making the point that Puck is an otaku....lol) i love the fact that Romeo (Hamlet in the 1st AG) actually joins in Puck's monologue about the whole scene description. xDD

Hai! End update! (else I’ll just go on and on and on…. :P)

...especially if it's a 'dance' type of song. =__=

-cut/paste- and because i want to share...(taken from Encarta)
Repression

Another possible cause of forgetting resides in the concept of repression, which refers to forgetting an unpleasant event or piece of information due to its threatening quality. The idea of repression was introduced in the late 19th century by Austrian physician Sigmund Freud, the founder of psychoanalysis. According to Freudian theory, people banish unpleasant events into their unconscious mind. However, repressed memories may continue to unconsciously influence people’s attitudes and behaviors and may result in unpleasant side effects, such as unusual physical symptoms and slips of speech. A simple example of repression might be forgetting a dentist appointment or some other unpleasant daily activity. Some theorists believe that it is possible to forget entire episodes of the past—such as being sexually abused as a child—due to repression. The concept of repression is complicated and difficult to study scientifically. Most evidence exists in the form of case studies that are usually open to multiple interpretations. For this reason, many memory researchers are skeptical of repression as an explanation of forgetting, although this verdict is by no means unanimous. For further information on repressed memories, see the sidebar “Recovered Memories and False Memories” that accompanies this article.

why am i even posting this?
because i need to report on it on wednesday.. AND i should know this already BUT i can't seem to remember. =____= sounds familiar doesn't it? (makes me wonder how i survived 3 years of this...then again, i think if i stayed, the PsychDept would've kicked me out. i love my old major, i really do. hurrah.)



candy anyone? *smiles like a psych experimenter*

i hope i pass my midterms. Jap is no problem...CPSC, yes. ~__~ fine, it's just MS Excel & Chaps from a computer book...but i didn't exactly study rigorously for it... that and i hate paper exams when it comes to computer science. =__= i'm more of a hands-on person, and it irritates me to no end to answer questions about something hands-on and then fret over if i answered it right or not. >_< crap. i think learning C++ in HS was a lot better than taking CPSC midterms..~___~ (then again, who am i to talk? im not even good at programming. sheesh.)

anyway, english tomorrow. essay stuff. gah~ i so NEED to pass this. >_>

damn. i so need a life. =_= (to think, i've been singing Open Up Your Mind for the past few days since i wanted to get Tokyo Nights out of my system >_>)

...i need money...those plushies are more than a month overdue...crap.

*pads off*

*pokes her head back in*

PS.
huggles to my WP,BW readers: hoto-chan, cc-kun, nanaomi-chan, z-sama...(did i miss anyone?)

*drowns in bathtub*

( true nature? )
okaaay...almost accurate....key word: almost ...-__-;

( cup...size...hahahaha~ )
*roflmao*

( butterfly eyes )

( this never fails to amuse me )
i vaguely remember trying this meme before...anyway, it still amuses me to no end. *lafs*

90%

84 points out of 93.

First Psych exam.

who'd have thought?

certainly not me.

i can't seem to recall the last time i had a line-of-9 grade in an exam. especially not in one that had fill-in-the-blanks and short answer types. yes, the first couple of pages were multiple choice. but still. who'd have thought? i've never done well in my Psych classes in UP... heck, my Psych101 prof gave me a fucking cut-off mark. but to hear Dr. Le Grant (Rick, as he has introduced himself to us), hint at me having the top score, well, it was...shocking to say the least. i felt giddy, a "Really?" spilling from me right then, my mind refusing to register the implied information. even if he did say "Yeah, i think so." lol. i even told him that that's never happened before, and he even congratulated me. LOL. but really, how often do i get that?

i only get good marks in writing... heck, not even then. (my composition sucks. no, really, it does. if my professor's scribbles aren't proof enough ~_~). i feel good. even if i can honestly say that the exam was easy. Yes, it was easy. my blockmates would've aced it tho, swear. but those words mean so much to me. the paper i was holding in my hand, the marked grade, it means nothing. but those words... those words mean a whole lot. just like the time my Trigo teacher in HS called on me when i raised my hand enthusiastically (i never raised my hand in class...) and then one my classmates said something along the lines of "why's she so happy? it's not like it's a difficult question", (the bitch/bastard!) but then my teacher said, "well, it may be that, but to her it is an achievement". she was smiling... at me. and it felt good.

i have always been an idiot during exams... i get mental blocks and panic. i never excelled in HS...even in University... sure you can say that three years of being a Psych Major could be the reason i got that grade... hell, i even told myself that! but, ever since i walked into my current Psych1100 class, ever since i sat down to listen to my prof lecture, i can honestly say that even if i do remember bits and pieces of information on the subject matter, i've never retained any of it. ever. my first psych major class was a bitch. (yes, ma'am i hate you and how you treat your students. my friends were very deserving of a 1=uno=top grade, but NO~ you were too stuck up to give them what they deserved! i even doubt you considered class participation in your grading system!) so i can't say i learned anything much. and anyway, most people in BS Psych were smarter than me anyway...well, at least more focused than i was.

or maybe that was it... i'm more focused? the fact that there is nothing to distract me here? nah~ i don't think so... i still stay up late reading fics, i'd still rather read another book, heck i even start fiddling around with other things rather than study. (even now, when i should be brainstorming a Thesis Statement for English and studying for an exam in CPSC) but then, what is it? did i just improve over night? impossible. because i've been out of campus grounds for a year before my current college accepted me. why then?

maybe it's the load. maybe it's the schedule. or maybe, it's because here, they don't treat you like shit. (well, i am kinda lucky that all my profs are, well, 'nice'. *laugh* hmm..interesting that i DID have a sem in UP where in i was lucky enough that all my profs were nice...) then i guess less distraction is a good thing. to know what i want to do. i still study, anyway. at least, more than before... (i've made myself believe that, tho it is still open to debate. XD) kung sa bagay, dito walang tambayan. dito, pwede ko kulitin sina mama na ihatid ako, sunduin. (tho nagagalit si mama minsan kse late ako mag-sabi. hehe). pero siguro nga, yun un. ung wala kang iisipin kundi paano ka papasa. na alam mong ikaw ang may kasalanan kapag bumagsak ka. yung alam mong utang ung tuition mo. ung alam mong kalahati na lang ang baon mo. ung alam mong pinayagan ka ninlang sundin ung pangarap mo.

That and the professors understand the meaning of being stressed. not just because of school work, but because they know that when you're sick, you can't do anything about it. that most students have jobs (heck, i wish i had one...haha. nah. i wish i was strong enough to get one). or maybe, it's because not everyone wants to go to college...and they're being understanding because they want you to stay in college, graduate from it. i think that eases the pain. it encourages you. or maybe i'm just getting old, and getting tired of being a drifter....

i think i just want to prove myself wrong.
i just want to show myself i can do something. that the 'top-of-the-class' little girl hasn't really wasted away... that i'm still worth something....and can do something if i wanted to...i just want to take the chance. i just want to be me.

i just want to prove to myself that i can actually do it.

heh. 90%. not bad. i just hope i pass the rest of my subjects. LOL.

oh, and btw, i love learning. and to me, at least most of my profs think that way too. XD
[labo ba? i never bothered with being grade-conscious kse eh. it was always "will you be able to teach me something new?". sakin kse, kung hindi interesado ung teacher, pano pa ung estudyante? bkit ka pa tinawag na 'teacher' kung di ka naman marunong magturo? kaya sana, lahat ng teacher may 'love of teaching and learning', para di nila malimutan kung bakit nila pinasok ung profession na un. di lang nmn kse puro 'patience' and books and pagtuturo di ba? =)]

ps.
pero shet. inis ako sa minor mistakes ko. ~__~ ang tanga eh...

( Nasobrahan ng Slyth? O__o )


( Told you i was 12! )

( WOW. i'm a Cult Leader? O__o WOW... )

( In A Past Life... )

( *rofl* i'm suposed to be organized. LOL )

( I'm Not Always Eaten Raw )

( *neko dies kaka-tawa* )

shet. kundangan ba namang written ang quiz.
FINE.
obvious naman di ba? kaya nga sya quiz. ~__~
pero my gawd naman! pwede bang practical/hands-on na lang?
nakaka-bobo, i swear! *bangs head on table*

ay, honga pala, ung katabi ko, nagsusulat pa.
yes, minna, kasa-submit ko lang ng papel ko.
thank god for internet access?
ayan, instant rant tuloy.

NOW GO READ MY PAST POST!
comment whore na ko ngayon. love me?
*throws around shredded paper confetti*

har~

computer lab desu~ X3

aliw di ba, nasa cpsc1100 lab ako. hehe. XD

we're on break until 1500hrs. XD well, technically 5-7mins lang nmn.

XD wah! internet sa class!!! i feel so..so...rebellious... *lmao*

ayun... hehe...

dali! dali! let's be evil! XD sayang, di ako makapag-dl. XD wala lang, ultimate evil-ness~~sss~~ss~~

mabuhay ang Slyth! XD

*ohohohohohohoho~*

[thank you + huggles + hearts to all who commented~ thanks. it means so much. =)]


it's over... and it begins now.
fun.
class that is. ^^
i find only one of my instructiors not-so-friendly...
the rest are ok ^^
now, i figure they're a whole lot more organized here. ^^ syllabus comes with exam/quiz/lab submission schedules. good. then no time to cram. just enough time to study.
schedule.
schedule.
omg im scheduling? O_o
i am now in the middle of reading my Psych book.
next will be English..then CompSci...then Jap...
Jap.
thursdays until 2200hrs.
cool.
first time to hear the wind howl last thurs...leaves/dust were flying...wow...
psych. feeling major uli. i miss it. heck, the first program i opened while tinkering away in ComSci was SPSS v12 and that file on Anxiety. XD i can still understand data. i just can't remember how to input data into SPSS. XD then again, i wont be using it anytime soon anyway. ^^
English.
fill in the blanks for grammar diagnostic test thing. 99%? i'm flattening--er--flattering myself. now, i wonder how the paragraph turned out... hmm... < --needs help with structure. but that's why i'm in Eng1099 right?
CompSci.
MS Office. 'nuff said. sa wakas, matututo na ko mag-Excel at Power Point ng maayos. ~_~
<--only uses excel for tables/checklist/class schedule maker
<--only uses ppoint for instant presentations >,>
Psych.
cool ung prof. by this i mean he's interesting. so unlike FRIAS of UP PSYCH DEP'T. (insert *beep* word here) aaaaand~ walang FINALS!!!! YAY!!! XD

anyway. neko has no money.
spent hard-earned plushie cash on stuff during Value Village's 50% day sale. ~_~
things i bought?: a set of metal bookmarks, a mini music 'cabinet' that plays Amazing Grace (*heart* yes! X3), 3 small glass bottles (red, green, yellow), a small marionette that suspiciously looks like Pinocchio, set of knitting needles (finally found a size! ~_~), hair clips, a ivory/bone ring (will share details later), and 2 small bags...
funny, how i found everything i was looking for on that hectic/omg-so-manypoeple->_< day. ^^;

anyway, funny story about the ring...
i had been staring, asking for, looking at, passing it by in the glass rack for the past couple of weeks or so... the first time i asked about the price and stuff, they said it was around 8$ or something, and that it was made of ivory... but since i'm too poor, and a bit skeptical about the 'ivory' part (i thought it was just bone..then again, ivory IS bone..). anyway, they had posters for the sale last time i was around and told myself that if it will remain there until the sale, then i would buy it.. so the day of the sale came (lucky for me, i have a 4-hr break during tuesdays) and as i was about to go pay for the stuff i got, i passed by the jewelry section... lucky too that the 2-4 people gathered and even the sales clerk were pinoy. to make a looong story of bargaing short, at dahil di maiwan ng tindera ang kanyang post, she just told me to scratch off the sticker (beige-colored ung sticker nila for 'tunay' items) and tell the cashier that she said it was just 3.99$. yes. aliw. pero sya ung nagtanggal ng sticker di ako. ^^; nakakatakot eh. mahuli pa ko. ^^ so, since 50% sya, kalahati ung presyo.. lucky~! but still, di pa rin ako sure na tunay nga na ivory/bone or what not ung ring... so come friday, i took it to the antique dealer's shop. (the one beside my other volunteer place). asked the guy if he could tell me if it was plastic or not. (i was still sticking to my 'bone theory' dahil i believe plastic cannot be made into something like that and without the 'mold lines'). he said to test it with a hot tip of a pen. if it melts, it's plastic, if not... well, either it is bone or it is ivory.. i used a pin tho.. XD and yeah, it didn't melt... and my gosh was that an adrenalin rush moment. X3

so now, i own something that's possibly ivory. X3 cool! (i've always wanted something in ivory...) and, as some of you know, i have always been looking for a good snake ring (as i have lost 2 of them already ~_~ and missed the chance to buy the one in gold with a ruby eye when i was a kid)... well, guess what? while i was looking for a snake, i found a dragon...an Eastern one at that...and in an Ourobos style too. ^^ now isn't that perfect? XD [wanna see it? ]

somehow, it makes me realize how it would seem that i am lucky with finding things... but to tell you the truth, it's not exactly that... i just tend to 'wait' for it...like with everything else.. it's my personal principle that goes, "if you don't like it, don't really want it, why bother? you're bound to find something better anyway." ^^ butDON'T just sit there waiting! go scour the shops, the bookstores, the stalls not just where you live, but everywhere. take advantage of trips. because when you really want something, when you really are looking for it, you'll be bound to find it. and sometimes, it's not even the conscious effort that gets you there...you just suddenly find yourself in front of it trying your hardest to decide whether you'll be able to sleep at night knowing you didn't buy/take it home with you. XD

so good luck to you, fellow treasure hunters! XD

school starts on tuesday…
i have an 8am class…
…
damn. ~_~

oh well…it’s english so who am i to complain right? XD

i have Jap again! and Psych too! XDD

[kurogane: i thought you’re gonna be an english major?]
[neko: yeah…but still! ^^ i wanna ‘experience’ how they teach psych here too~~ x3]
[kurogane: -_-;]

well…i was supposed to take an Astro class, but the damn sched was in conflict with my finals! >_< (english & asrto exams on same day/time)

[kuro: too bad... hey! bring me to campus?]
[neko: we wish.]
[kuro: ^^;]

that aside, my tongue still hurts. ~_~ i was drinking hot tea and scorched it... and my palate...
why in heaven's name would that happen? well unfortunately for me, it happened on the day i had to stop wearing my retainers during day time. ~_~ gah. it still feels tingly...daaaaaaaamn... (but i still love tea. XD haha~)
[kuro: -__- idiot.]
[neko: *sticks tongue out*]

Playlist: Eheads mixed!
btw, ngayon ko lang napansin na "CASAA" ung nasa kanta nilang "Shirley" ^^; hehe.. "holding hands pumunta sa CASAA.." lolz. pero shet, nakakamiss din ang casaa! XD

back to the school topic... it is an interesting expericence to not only have a fully online registration thing, but also to be given a booklist right after/during registration... it's pretty amazing how they can be so organized...that is compared to peyups and all... and my gosh! Kwantlen isn't even a State U! [makes me feel kinda sad...i love UP, and yet...*sigh*] tho the catch to that is...the books are so.... とても たかい.... sobrang mahal.... expensive.... EVAH~! XD [< --sho gay~ xP] but yeah... all brand new...with cds, manuals, the works~! it's amazing...but it hurts too... tho i love them books, the reality of starting anew, of being in a College that is so unlike my old one... ewan ko ba... parang nakaka-senti na hinde...masaya na hindi...pucha! wala nang manang/manong xerox/fishball/softdrinks!!! >_>

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so there. wish me luck. pray i live. hug me too? [i’d love a head pat…ne, owner-sama?]… snuggle me, cuddle me, tell me i’m gonna be ok...coz i need it.. i really, really, really do… i’m following a dream…for the first time…i’m gonna do something i really want…a wish…i’m not sure if i can say ‘granted’, but please… just tell me i’ll be fine… tell me to be good… say that this is it…that i’ve finally done the right thing… hug me…coz i miss it…coz here, there is no one to tell tell me that i’m doing ok… *smiles sadly*

*pads off*